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Old habits die hard...

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 6, 2007, 9:30 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: "Memorial Address" - Hamasaki Ayumi
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola Zero
About an hour ago, I was going through some of the pictures I did for two roleplays I had going with two of my friends, Sniffles-san and Grace-san, on my old DA account (SiempreSK), and it made me wonder... Whatever happened to those ideas?

Lately, between examining documents at LTO (Land Titles), where I now am working as an Intern, my mind has been wandering back to the aforementioned ones. More particularly, the one involving Royald Jay Maddocks (Grace-san's character) and Asakura Kazumi, who was mine. Strangely enough, I was having dreams where my mind was continuing from the last reply she sent me, and despite my best efforts to let those thoughts go, I've been writing them down here and there for the past month, as well as doing half-assed sketches in the notebook I assigned to my Internship notes - Bad me, bad me, I know. The sad thing is that the ideas I have lend themselves to another two and a half years of roleplaying (that's the entire amount of time we wrote together on our plot, whether revised or original) to complete. It saddens me ever so slightly to think that this one could have continued like that.

And then, I started looking at the artwork I did for Anika Korchov, my Russian Refugee character, who I used with Sniffles-san's Kurt in our roleplay. I can remember bits and pieces of the plot, but not the entire thing, which is even sader. I must say, I thoroughly enjoyed working on both plots equally, if not a little more with the aformentioned one, but the more I think about this second one, the more my brain keeps pestering me to try and revive it. Like, to begin from the start once again, and to see where it leads us. However, as I already know, that would depend on Sniffles-san's input and all, and I know I haven't talked to her in eons, and I haven't done any new art to tell her that I'm living on this end.

Either way, it just makes me wonder what would have happened if those ideas had been turned into words, and those words had formed a new beginning or the final ending that have been left untouched since so long ago.

Heh. I doubt Sniffles-san would even think of reviving our roleplay or even want to in the slightest, but I can still hope, right? ^^;

Alas, it's time for me to sleep so I may get up uber early to go to work again, just like today, and yesterday, and the Friday before that, and the Thursday before that Friday, and so forth...

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19.
  • Current Residence: Cow Town (AKA: Calgary), Alberta, Canada.
  • Interests: Japanese, Russian, cats, sleeping in, my friends, et al.
  • Favourite movie: Labyrinth.
  • Favourite band or musician: Can't decide; too many.
  • Favourite genre of music: Japanese.
  • Favourite style of art: PC-shaded (AKA: Pencil crayon shading).
  • Operating System: Windows XP.
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS Lite.
  • Personal Quote: "I understand. I'm not retarded."
  • Tools of the Trade: Sakura Micron inking pens, pencil crayons, pencil, random pens, et al.

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~x-nuriko-x:iconx-nuriko-x: Jul 20, 2007, 8:58:54 PM
thanks for the :+fav: on the tsu tsu pic
~BreeNeko:iconBreeNeko: Jul 6, 2007, 9:40:18 AM
You're more than welcome. ;D It's nothing if I can do anything to make those around me have an absolutely fantabulous day

... damnit, now *I* want jellybeans. (-____-);; xDD

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~Neko-chan <3
~beyondsomewhere:iconbeyondsomewhere: Jul 6, 2007, 7:46:10 AM
xDD!
Made me laugh indeed. And sounds like the perfect thing to whoop me into shape. Jellybeans. xDD

<33

Thank ya, dearful.
~BreeNeko:iconBreeNeko: Jul 6, 2007, 6:36:59 AM Mood: Humor
Aww, don't worry about it, okay? I wish I were lazy instead of busy, lol.

By hold you to it, do you mean, suspend a bag of jellybeans above thy head and threaten to cut the cord if thou does not reply in a timely fashion? ... Okay, I have no idea where that came from, but hopefully, if nothing else, it made you laugh. ;D

*hugs* I hope all is going well with you on your end, as always.

Now, where did I put that bag of jellybeans reserved especially for Beth... lol!

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~Neko-chan <3
~beyondsomewhere:iconbeyondsomewhere: Jul 3, 2007, 8:57:00 PM
I haven't forgotten love. <333 Just been lazy and busy.
Ye shall have a lovely reply in your inbox soon. <3 Hold me to it. ;3
*Pocket-Zoo:iconPocket-Zoo: Jul 1, 2007, 11:22:43 AM Mood: Sociable
thanks for the fav!

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~commonshade22:iconcommonshade22: Jun 19, 2007, 9:47:54 AM
thanks for faving hikaru
it is much appreciated :D

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~mirator:iconmirator: Jun 15, 2007, 1:41:13 PM
Thanks again for a new fav on my "Calm" :bow: :dance: :blushes: :wave: ~Olga

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C'est l'amour qui donne la vie...(I wrote this in childhood) :heart:
Nothing is late while we are alive...:dance:
My cousin Sergio: [link] :love:
~mirator:iconmirator: Jun 13, 2007, 12:39:07 PM
Thanks a lot for adding my picture As in a fairy tale at your :+fav:'s! :thanks:
:wave: ~Olga

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C'est l'amour qui donne la vie...(I wrote this in childhood) :heart:
Nothing is late while we are alive...:dance:
My cousin Sergio: [link] :love:
~beyondsomewhere:iconbeyondsomewhere: May 31, 2007, 6:46:48 PM
Don't feel bad at all! I just wanted to check up on you and make sure you're still alive and well! <333
~BreeNeko:iconBreeNeko: May 31, 2007, 5:37:43 PM
Kinda good, kinda bad... Waiting for things to calm down enough to be able to send a reply out to you. I feel so bad, it's been more than a month, and I still haven't got my s**t together. u___u;;;

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~Neko-chan <3
~beyondsomewhere:iconbeyondsomewhere: May 30, 2007, 12:48:15 PM
Hope you're doing alright, dearie. <3
~Kazzra-Chan:iconKazzra-Chan: Apr 19, 2007, 3:32:10 PM
Hello provincial neighbour.

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~GranticusIV:iconGranticusIV: Apr 19, 2007, 3:24:48 AM
Hey BreeNeko. Haven't been around for a while but wanted to thank you for the fav on my Russian soldier last month.

Just noticed you're from Calgary too. It's weird, I don't think I'd ever heard of Calgary until last week when I had to design some posters and entry forms for a competition to go to the Calgary Stampede. One of the country radio stations here (Queensland, Australia) is running the competition.

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~bulloney:iconbulloney: Mar 26, 2007, 7:19:45 PM
thanks for faving 'gone...'! [link]

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check it out!! --> *night-shots
~blindspy:iconblindspy: Mar 24, 2007, 9:29:37 AM
thanks for the fav! I see you like Russia =)
~BreeNeko:iconBreeNeko: Mar 23, 2007, 4:06:11 AM
Very much so. It's a beautiful country, much like the one I live in, that I would like to visit one day.

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~Neko-chan <3
~dvdIce:icondvdIce: Mar 21, 2007, 8:28:40 PM
Thanks for the Fave
~katrinz:iconkatrinz: Mar 21, 2007, 2:40:51 PM
thanx for the fav!
you seem to be interested in Russia..

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*Hiddenplanet:iconHiddenplanet: Mar 19, 2007, 1:03:50 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you for the :+fav: on "Moscow Subway". It is very appreciated!

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*GODCasual:iconGODCasual: Mar 16, 2007, 2:36:48 PM
ty for :+fav:

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~slypt:iconslypt: Mar 12, 2007, 3:12:47 PM
thanks for the fav.